A different place, a different space

I have come to a place in my life where I realize that I want more. Not more material possesions or friends or anything like that but I want more from God and more out of life. I want a better understanding and a better relationship,I want to get to a place where I don't find any tight spots with God. I want serving God to be my reason for living so I know I have to do more and do better. I know that because of who I am and who's I am that I have to pay close attention to what I say and do and to what I even think. God is the reason I live He's the reason I breathe and He has on more than one occassion gotten me through some hard spots and rough times in my life. It's time for a new level it's time to handle God and the things of God differently. It's time for me to be honest with God and honest with myself and tell Him that I can't do this without Him. So God I Thank You for your grace and mercy I thank You for keeping me and seeing me through but I am getting out of your way so that you can do in me what I can not do in myself. I am asking that you lead me that you humble and that you keep your hand on me. I know there is a lot of work to do, but I know that it's Your job and not mine. So I amm asking for your help.